I sit here and I listen to this song tears run down my face the same as the day I gave birth to her and the day I said goodbye to her. Jan 6th 1997 I had the sweetest little girl I could have dreamed of she was perfect in ways only a mother can know. I didn't know it then but she was only going to be mine for 3 short weeks, I had no idea this little baby would change my life forever! She showed me strength and pride that would knock you to your knees in fact I spent many nights on my knees begging for him to heal her body and let her come home with me, I know now that wasn't his plan. In fact it wasn't until I had my Sofia that I knew all along he was preparing me to be the woman I am today and to be her mommy. He was teaching me what it was to feel so deeply and trust so intensely that I would later be able to give birth to five little boys and have the strength to hand them back to their parents and feel a love beyond words. You see this one little girl made me who I am today, and because of her I life I was able to give life to six more little precious souls!!!
In memory of my sweet Hailey Grace
1/6/97-1/26/97
5 comments:
So precious.
Thank you for sharing your memories and thoughts for your Hailey... <3
Wow, reading that made me realize maybe He was preparing me to be Montana's mom. Thank you.
I know you miss her as much as I miss mine. I am so sorry you had to go through the pain.
You are a very special person for what you do. How blessed is the woman that would give her body to bring a child into the arms of a woman who can't carry a child herself. I would put you right up there with firemen and policemen. There's a lot of risk involved and yet you push all of that aside just to be a blessing to someone else. I'm in awe. God bless you!! I hope you'll visit my blog, "Love for All."
This is beautiful. What an amazing soul to have entered your life. Prayers and blessings.
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